dualities

I think I need to accept I won't, nor can't, "figure it all out". Emotions are elusive. Insight is elusive. I think I understand myself and then I am confused again.

I must also accept the dualities in life:

• I can simultaneously be excited for the future and grieve a change to my life I never wanted.
• I can simultaneously feel the ache of someone's absence from my life and also be grateful they're gone.